I just finished another painting for An-Noor. It is mixed media on canvas, with gold and silver leaf, acrylic paint, glitter, and rhinestones. 20″ x 60.”
This painting is of my friend Sheeza and her daughter Sarah. Sheeza was like an older sister to me growing up. She is a natural leader, who loves to be challenged, and her daughter Sarah (4 at the time) wanted to be a fairy when she grew up so she could “do magic for all of her friends.” I photographed them over a year ago, and I wanted their painting to emphasize Sheeza’s role as a mother, and a leader…to capture that magical quality of Sarah’s youth… and the connection between the two of them. They were amazing during the photoshoot.
I styled this painting like “Inner Sun.” After having worked with this layering of geometric and organic shapes once before, I felt like I was able to manipulate the design, colors, and materials to a much greater degree. The most “energetic” part of the design is at the point of connection between Sheeza and Sarah. Where their gaze meets. This design is clearly born out of their relationship, expanding into a bright, bedazzled, American desi explosion over their heads. And of course there is a “halo” of sorts that circles them.
I have been really submerging myself in the South Asian aesthetic, which is obvious in this painting. My aim was to really push the boldness and the femininity. I wanted the design to go”Pow!” Since Maesta, I have been really feeling this pull towards adornment – beading, sequins, rhinestones, mica, pearls. I want to harness these ultra-feminine materials in work that emphasizes feminine strength. My heart tells me “more is more” and to “overdo” it. But then when the painting is complete it doesn’t feel like too much, it even feels restrained.
I still need to come up with a title… will update when it comes to me.
Process and detail pictures in the gallery.